yo!
hahaha. finally back to post..had basketball today with brothers. something happened..and i'm regretful over it. sorry and thanks brother.. =)
alright, its been a long time before i post anything. i wasn't in the mood to post that time because something affect me..and the something makes me realize that i cannot carry on like that, so i supposed, i took a break and until i'm alright with the things around me, then i continue to post yaaaa. but things certainly have changed, as seen. but it's alright, time will be the judge and everything i need to have. it's always playing with the blacks and whites yeaaa. i think is that mindset of mine..which makes me think that, want to post, dont want to post. but really, its quite shocked that when the truth is out yea.
well, whatever it is, let bygones be bygones ya. don't wish to mention anything now. start from a new page, be afresh, just like the beginning of the new day where the sun has risen, where the sunshine light shines on again..
time is running fast..this year i will be 20years old, so fast!? omg. thinking back to my secondary school days, i'm aging! this will be the only one post that i will say myself aging :D random yaaaa. having chat around..secondary school days is the best always, thinking back of what we have done, what we have tried, how naughty and playful we are..the studies, peeps and teachers we use to hate and like.. lotsa sia. but these are memories, and it will never happen the second time yea.
alright.. loads of craps from me, but i haven't finished. =D
just wonder why..making new friends, close friends, good friends, best friends, clique or esle of stuffs that is dealing with 'friends' , is such a complexity? I also don't know why..but this is a general topic that everyone will be going through in life. its like, at certain stage of being a friend, something will happen and something will change? just like human's feeling towards another human feeling? thoughts and thinkings will just run through, and we will hereby judge the things whatever we like as and when we want? this is just normal human reaction when things happen.. bads and goods, evil and holy, and anything more esle? this world has too much to be..and too much to have expectation that we cannot accomodate to..but still, everybody still carry on their life as normal, do everything as what they are think is right. okay, for instance, stealing is an offence to us, but why do people still steal? because they like it. so, why can friendship relationship be changed? because of human mentally mindset. it's the mindset that each and everyone have that will make decide everything, decide whether how and what the outcomes will be like eventually, truely by the reaction of what the people will do, that will makes up everything. slighest reaction might cause a spark on the hole of unidentity, but how about what the bigger reaction? will the bigger reaction makes the memories of what is going to be affected to be even more disastrous? who knows actually.. but sad to say, life is like that yaaaaa.
this is one of the experience i have gone through for life.. and despite having this, i appreciate and thanks everything for what i have now, so i learn to cherish more things by heart..
it's the heart that counts.. hahahH! but the heart cannot possibly pass all the messages..action is needed :D but then..the way of showing the action will again affect how the heart will feels..wahahah!
life is though hard..but what to do? facing positive, negative everyday, and we still need to learn. maybe.. singaporean teenager lives are like this? able to blog? or too much we had and need to do until we forget what is the most basic and warmth-est stuffs that everyone needs in their
heart? hmmm..possibly. or might not possibily. weird ya man..
conclusion is..
it's the mind which makes up everything.
too much to wonder, too much to ponder.
alright..shall end here.
takecare!
hahaha. finally back to post..had basketball today with brothers. something happened..and i'm regretful over it. sorry and thanks brother.. =)
alright, its been a long time before i post anything. i wasn't in the mood to post that time because something affect me..and the something makes me realize that i cannot carry on like that, so i supposed, i took a break and until i'm alright with the things around me, then i continue to post yaaaa. but things certainly have changed, as seen. but it's alright, time will be the judge and everything i need to have. it's always playing with the blacks and whites yeaaa. i think is that mindset of mine..which makes me think that, want to post, dont want to post. but really, its quite shocked that when the truth is out yea.
well, whatever it is, let bygones be bygones ya. don't wish to mention anything now. start from a new page, be afresh, just like the beginning of the new day where the sun has risen, where the sunshine light shines on again..
time is running fast..this year i will be 20years old, so fast!? omg. thinking back to my secondary school days, i'm aging! this will be the only one post that i will say myself aging :D random yaaaa. having chat around..secondary school days is the best always, thinking back of what we have done, what we have tried, how naughty and playful we are..the studies, peeps and teachers we use to hate and like.. lotsa sia. but these are memories, and it will never happen the second time yea.
alright.. loads of craps from me, but i haven't finished. =D
just wonder why..making new friends, close friends, good friends, best friends, clique or esle of stuffs that is dealing with 'friends' , is such a complexity? I also don't know why..but this is a general topic that everyone will be going through in life. its like, at certain stage of being a friend, something will happen and something will change? just like human's feeling towards another human feeling? thoughts and thinkings will just run through, and we will hereby judge the things whatever we like as and when we want? this is just normal human reaction when things happen.. bads and goods, evil and holy, and anything more esle? this world has too much to be..and too much to have expectation that we cannot accomodate to..but still, everybody still carry on their life as normal, do everything as what they are think is right. okay, for instance, stealing is an offence to us, but why do people still steal? because they like it. so, why can friendship relationship be changed? because of human mentally mindset. it's the mindset that each and everyone have that will make decide everything, decide whether how and what the outcomes will be like eventually, truely by the reaction of what the people will do, that will makes up everything. slighest reaction might cause a spark on the hole of unidentity, but how about what the bigger reaction? will the bigger reaction makes the memories of what is going to be affected to be even more disastrous? who knows actually.. but sad to say, life is like that yaaaaa.
this is one of the experience i have gone through for life.. and despite having this, i appreciate and thanks everything for what i have now, so i learn to cherish more things by heart..
it's the heart that counts.. hahahH! but the heart cannot possibly pass all the messages..action is needed :D but then..the way of showing the action will again affect how the heart will feels..wahahah!
life is though hard..but what to do? facing positive, negative everyday, and we still need to learn. maybe.. singaporean teenager lives are like this? able to blog? or too much we had and need to do until we forget what is the most basic and warmth-est stuffs that everyone needs in their
heart? hmmm..possibly. or might not possibily. weird ya man..
conclusion is..
it's the mind which makes up everything.
too much to wonder, too much to ponder.
alright..shall end here.
takecare!
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