whyyyyy

hey everyone, i'm finally back for a short post : D

school have already started, and seems like i'm not able to perform in class as I could previously, i think is fear and the unfamiliarity of the different classes everyday, which means i still not used to it! omg, i do not wish to get affected, and my grades sure damn not good. in presentation, i always speak too fast, difficulties to absorb the ideas and work taught, having difficult to concentrate somehow. Sian ah, but i vowed to perform well next week, cause i'm giving myself a little grace this whole week (: can i really do it? wait and see.. :D i need time to adjust!! hahaha! bonjour.

Blackie has been in our house 1 week plus..arguments have started between the family whether we have the ability to have this dog mentally and finanically? god, i hope i can discipline well so my mum will erase the idea of giving away Blackie. hahaha, give me time man.

gotta lotsa things to do..
- waiting for emaine lao mei's call to go her house take movie
- fyp stuffs (logbook entries for G301, G302, report writing, online log)
- ease away my headache, its taunting me since afternoon.
- feeling sleeply and restless.
- revise the module's lesson work, biosensor and material processing
- clean my dirty room.
- practice my singing
- clear M1 bill, FUCK M1 WHO NEVER GAVE NOTICE!
- need a new job!

and recently weather is damn hot, ass man. speaking about that, it's global warming that cause the hot to increase every year, and whos fault? it's the factories and industrial fault, but machine cannot operate themselves you see, so its the economy which drive it is the cause. but who's driving the economy? IT'S US, HUMANS BEING! so to conclude, we are the creator of global warming increase. global warming is a sign of nature punishing us, and so be it.

the world is always changing.. time kept running.. days is getting more stress and stress.. can we ever stop this?

alright, take care everyone..