decision yet not confusion.

have been thinking for the whole day.
isit really worth for me?
the final answer is, NO!
i guess, i shall make myself disappear.
since you do not appreciate.
oh, why should i do this?
cause i had enough.
enough of everything that i've done.

the pathway and pavements, from nowards, will be sealed!
a bad guy? i haven't really try before being one.
if it's gonna be bad, it's hundred and zero one percent i gona make it sure it's bad.
friends have said i've treat you too good..and you might take me for granted?
god, there's no such things.
like waiting for money to fall from heaven or land to grow gold plates?
omg. wait long long.
painful of course, but its gona be real soon over.

and im asking myself. why in the first place?
i might be dumb! damn dumb.


thanks for all the memories though.